so i am an actress. its what i do, and have done since i was 4. ive dreamed of going to la my whole life and now im here. im here in la and im auditioning for a school called AMDA the american musical academy of dramatic arts. i hope i get in, i hope i get in. im sooo vulnerable right now and im scared and unsure about everything, but isnt that what life is all about? life is about the choices you make, and this one feels so right. how could it go worng when its the only thing that's right? ugh, ive got a lot to deal with right now but, its what i love and ive got to do it. no matter how scary it is.